cause you only get one
i completely forgot to update this after that last post. actually i didnt i just didnt feel like it. but. yeah. so i think johns probably finished. he never called me after that last time. and i think im over it. because today, my conversation with my mom went like this:
mom: whatever happened to john?
me: he just kind of stopped calling and stuff. and when i asked him about it, he pretended he didnt know what i was talking about. whatever, i dont care.
i know im pretty much over it, because that last part didnt feel like a lie. i know what a lie feels like, and when i said that i realized it was the truth, even though i really only said it so shed get off my back. my song lyrics that are the post title for this are true--he had his chance, and now he fucked up. unless, you know, he did it on purpose, which he probably did. but still.
i went to the mall with katie today and EVERYTHING WAS ON SALE IN LIKE EVERY STORE AND IT WAS ALL CUTE AND THE STUFF THAT WASNT ON SALE WAS CUTE AND I HAD HARDLY ANY MONEY AND IM GOING TO EXPLODE.
