katies right. a survey can count as a post.

Raaandom Survey! Many ?s..some deep!
..::Random Things::..
What is your favorite smiley::	X]
What are you listening to::	nothing at the moment, i was listening to say anything a while ago
If you had one wish for anything, what would it be::	soul mate
If the world were about to end, what would be something you would do::	sex
If you knew your crush were dying, would it be worth tellin ur feelings?:	yes
Whats you fav AdultSwim show?:	uhhh i dont watch adultswim so idk
Be honest, do you love someone?:	yes
Be honest, which one of your friends can you not stand?:	brad or danny
Best friends?:	john alexandra tam cassie andrea katie ryan
Would you put a dying baby out of its misery?:	oh god i dont know
Would you just rather die if you had no limbs?:	yes
Your fav gum?:	orbit...cinnamint or spearmint or bubblemint or mint mojito or raspberry mint
Is your mom mean?:	a lot of the time
Do you like mexicans?:	no more or less than any other ethnicity
..::Love::..
Is there someone special?:	yes
Are they everything?:	yes
Would you cheat on them for 1Mill?:	no, actually
Uh. Random. Do you love Erkel?:	hell yes
RANDOM
Do you love Panic at The Disco?:	love, nah.
Your fav song by them?:	i really only know the one
Do you think they are gay?:	no
Are you racist?:	yes
What did your last text from a crush say?:	dont text
What did you last text TO a crush say?:	i still dont text
Have you ever cut yourself?:	kind of
WOuld it be fun to ubducted by aliens?:	no
If you could change one thing bout yourself?:	eek. theres a lot.
How much do u talk to your crush?:	a lot
Do they know you like them?:	yes
Do they feel the same?:	yes
Are you sure?:	no
Whats on TV?:	desperate housewives and scrubs
Is it Nine in The Afternoon?:	uhm. what?
Is Myspace overrated?:	yes
How long is long enough?:	an hour
What do you think is in ablack hole?:	paradise
Do Iraqis scare you?:	no
Why not, or why?:	because why are they any worse than iranians?
Would you rather be tortured or have to burn to death?:	my biggest fear is being burned alive, so..tortured.
Vanilla or Strawberry?:	vanilla
Dog or Turtle?:	dog
Blue eyes or green?:	green
Make a wish!:	i wish hed get over his relationshipaphobia
Will it come true?:	hopefully
Are you parents divorced?:	no
What happened?:	well you see its a long story. read the other posts.
Is summer love the best?:	no
Do you believe in love at 1st sight?:	yeah
Been on a blind date?:	no
Are you gay?:	no
Do you wear contacts?:	no
Do you like chinese food?:	hell yes
Ever drank?:	yea
whats the 1st thing you notice bout the opposite sex?:	hair
Whats so special bout your crush?:	hes amazing
Would you spill you guts to them for a dare?:	nah, i do it daily
Makeout with them for a dare?:	THEYRE THE PERSON IM OBSESSED WITH, WHAT THE HELL KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT.
Are rocks pretty?:	mhm =]
Do you like lemonade?:	mhm
Do you want an afro?:	uhm. no
Are you rich?:	no
Is abercrombie and fitch overrated?:	was this survey custom made for me? hell yes
Do you like GH?:	does that mean guitar hero? yes. yes i do.
What would you do if cell phones didnt exist?:	die
Do you remember The Weekenders?:	no
Are you bored?:	yea
Whats you usual mood?:	insane
Do you have any mental illnesses?:	im not sure, if i do then i wouldnt know cuz id be crazy
Is ur crush impossible to get?:	okay why so many crush related questions?
Are you trying?:	yes
What is your favorite song?:	detroit was built on secrets by search the city...or broken by amy lee and seether...or the rescue, son of a gun or ambulance chaser by search the city...
Do you like rock?:	yes
Are you hot?:	fuck yeah
Do you wear short shorts?:	yeah
Do you give your # out randomly?:	if im asked for it
Ever been in trouble with the po-po?:	nah
Ever snuck out?:	during the day...X]
Ever almost been killed?:	nope
Ever almost killed yourself?:	nope
Are you suicidal?:	nope
..::Top 8::..
1.:	cassie
2.:	alexandra
3.:	tam
4.:	katie
5.:	andrea
6.:	john
7.:	ryan
8.:	rachel
Ever loved 4?:	as a friend
Been to a party with 8?:	nope
Ever kiss 6?:	almost
Ever cuss out 1?:	probably
Ever kicked 4?:	probably
Ever madeout with 3?:	noope
Is 2 nice?:	nicest person i know
Is 7 a bff?:	yes
..::List a song these words remind you of::..
Coke:::	cocaine and toupees by msi
Summer:::	kissed a girl
Shy:::	okay really, nothing.
Ill:::	ditto.
Closet:::	ditttttoooo.
Love:::	your guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus
..::Basic::..
Your eyes?:	hazel. small.
Your hair?:	brown. needs to be rechoppied.
Are you tall?:	yeah
What cell phone do you have??:	some att cool phone that i love a lot
Where do you live?:	here
..::?::..
3 things that scare you:	why is there a blank here?
1:	being burned alive
2:	being abandoned by people i love
3:	ghosts
7 Things you love about you crush/boyfriend/girlfriend:
1:	pass
2:	pass
3:	pass
4:	pass
5:	pass
6:	pass
7:	pass

confusion to the max

so maybe its all okay?

maybe if my heart stops beating it wont hurt this much

and never again will i have to answer to anyone

oh, have you decided to bestow on me the honor of speaking to me? oh, wait, no. you're probably just bored and waiting until you can find something better to do. why not just continue not talking to me like you started on sunday? what the hell is up with you, anyways? why bother calling me just to sit there in silence and not answer my questions? i feel unloved right now by you. i need reassurance. you used to call me 15095094805948543 times a day, starting when you got up in the morning. now it's 1:00, you still havent called. DO you love me anymore? i dont want to be all overly emotional and paranoid, but that's what it seems like. it seems like you couldnt care less if you talk to me. couldnt care less if you see me. do you miss me? did you miss me in this last week when you havent seen me, barely talked to me? i miss you. why the hell has it suddenly become unrequited?