If you can't stand the way this place is, take yourself to higher places
So it would be wonderful if i could just let go of things that don't matter. People I dislike, in particular. I know what I SHOULD do. I SHOULD let bygones be bygones, and let people I dislike live their lives and I live mine, with no confrontation or held grudges. Just get along in peace, maybe even attempt to resolve things. HOWEVER. My personality is such that when I dislike someone, I get actually angry every time they are mentioned or hear their name. I'm vindictive so that I wish everyone else hated them too. It would be wonderful if they would just up and move to Zimbabwe. And the thought of resolving things with them disgusts me.
But that's unrealistic and frankly childish, so I'm attempting to resolve to just let them be and not interact, therefore no confrontation. No drama. I hate drama. You can't avoid drama when you seek out confrontation. I should probably be less of a bitch.
But on the other hand, I have better things to worry about. So maybe I should just focus on graduating and moving on, leaving the people who anger me behind...probably only to find new people who anger me. But maybe by that point I'll be capable of dealing with them without wanting to punch their face in.
It's a start.
