Friday, December 5, 2008

if looks could kill id be the one

that takes my world and makes me numb

I'm nothing, without you i cant breathe
(I can't breathe)
And as the sunlight burns the sky
I see through my obsessive eyes
I'm nothing, without you i cant see

i dont really know what i want to talk about. i havent really blogged in a long time, because i dont have time lately and nothing important to say. my feelings change day to day about the situations im in, but lately ive been pretty much in agreement with myself that a lot of the people i became friends with last year have split from me. ive split from them. we dont have lunch in common anymore, and i still talk to a few but we dont hang out. dakotas a dick. theres some girls they hang out with and ive recently talked to them (that lil short one that hangs with dakota and satans ex..bf...)and realized that wow, they are bitches. so im glad i dont hang out with those people.

i dont hate it when people talk about drugs in general, but i hate it when they do it in a way thats so obviously for show to make them seem cool, even if theyre doing it subconsciously. ditto with partying.

i like joy shes fun to talk to, even though shes the embodiment of what i just described above.

i have no idea what bobby bosin thinks of me, but ive talked to him a tiny little bit this year.

why do i seem to be around more juniors this year than sophomores? it doesnt even fucking matter. this post doesnt matter. you can stop reading it cause its pointless.

i didnt get that dress.

ive been getting along better with my family members lately. except the two year old, cause shes been a brat. isnt that weird?





i want to go to clubbing.