Sunday, June 22, 2008

so this is what we're up against in this city of secrets

oh my god, forgive me for who i'm not

i am stubborn, reluctant, confused, exhilarated, hot, irrational, unpleasant, unproductive, young, happy but depressed, full but empty, hypocritical, talkative, explosive, temperamental, impatient, exciting, excited, coldhearted, mean, cruel, sympathetic, empathetic, compassionate, dangerous, backstabbing, i-will-break-you, music-loving, musically deficient, obsessed, boring, broken, slutty, addicted, flirty, humorous, imaginative, deficient, glorious, adorable, jealous, vivacious, smart, afraid, uncaring, unique, pessimistic, literate, apathetic, ludicrous, stupid, materialistic, uninformed, lively, macabre, astonishing, funny, vague, pale, inconsistent, ignorant, nonchalant, spectacular, nostalgic, unwilling, obscene, perverted, dirty, ruthless, redundant, unusual, racist, stereotypical, crazy, amusing, dull, riviting, insane, enchanting, gullible, grumpy, snappy, difficult, witty, bitchy, smiling, horrid, fragile, odd, nosy, helpful, rebellious, serious, sarcastic, annoying, fun, strange, obnoxious, faithful, thoughtless, elegant, embarrassed, high maintenance, voiceless, aggressive, clever, tainted, innocent, modern, angry, open, powerless, bewildered, fearless, clumsy, airheaded, cautious, brunette but i should be blonde, uninterested, wrong, confident, disastrous, lazy, mysterious, hateful, brave, creepy, defiant, disturbing, spicy, unruly, valuable, foolish, frightened, loose, precious, outrageous, uptight, wicked, selfish, human, ALIVE.

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