Tuesday, July 1, 2008

maybe if my heart stops beating it wont hurt this much

and never again will i have to answer to anyone

oh, have you decided to bestow on me the honor of speaking to me? oh, wait, no. you're probably just bored and waiting until you can find something better to do. why not just continue not talking to me like you started on sunday? what the hell is up with you, anyways? why bother calling me just to sit there in silence and not answer my questions? i feel unloved right now by you. i need reassurance. you used to call me 15095094805948543 times a day, starting when you got up in the morning. now it's 1:00, you still havent called. DO you love me anymore? i dont want to be all overly emotional and paranoid, but that's what it seems like. it seems like you couldnt care less if you talk to me. couldnt care less if you see me. do you miss me? did you miss me in this last week when you havent seen me, barely talked to me? i miss you. why the hell has it suddenly become unrequited?

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