more than all you say weve got no more room to breathe
latelys been pretty interesting. i havent had anything substantial to say for the most part so i havent blogged. this relationship is the weirdest one ive ever been in but i like it. its like almost an open relationship, which is weird. i see him two or three times a day for like 3 minutes tops, and then talk to him on the phone for like 1/2 an hour a day. i hang out every week or so but its pretty casual. and weve openly said we both hit on people a lot, but its ok with each other as long as we dont cheat. i dont know. i like it this way. i dont feel suffocated. at the same time, though, im wondering if it means i dont actually care about him. when i walk down the hall i dont scan it for him. i dont go out of my way to run into him. i dont even know his schedule, i just know when he has some classes and that he has C lunch. is that weird? is that bad? does it not matter?
on another note, andrea, katie and i have made a myspace/communal blog/online magazine type thing. we titled it the modern rhode island, as in like, rhode island was originally a place for those who didnt fit in with the puritans. its a place for people who are sick of the usual "omg im so sick of my life i feel sorry for myself HANNAH MONTANA OH MY GAHHHH" type stuff people our age tend to talk about. you can submit those philosophical type peices you occassionally write to put on your blog. or stuff you write that actually matters about something real. we also have weekly music suggestions, book suggestions, a news article with our opinions, a question of the week that you can answer and if we like it well put it up, etc. you should check it out. http://www.myspace.com/themodernrhodeisland
you can also email us at themodernrhodeisland@yahoo.com
if you have any old magazines you dont want you should give them to me, it would be greatly appreciated. anything with any kind of face in it. i need eyes. merci bien en avance. that was probably grammatically incorrect.
breaking dawn was still a disappointment. i just saw something online about how the biggest fans actually returned their copies in anger. i laughed. and i did not blame them one bit.
i joined stage crew for the lolz. first time in a long time ive actually done anything on my own without others' opinions and actions affecting it. its just a bonus that joey happens to be on it and chelsea. and andrea happened to join at about the same time i did which was hilarious. im proud of myself. ive gotten comments like "why would you join that out of anything you could choose?" but im interested in it and i think its something i could enjoy and i like the feeling im getting of doing something for myself without letting anyone else affect me. im proud of my independence.
also, i think i may be developing a little crush. on someone with a long term girlfriend. plus, i kind of have a boyfriend. but i mean, these things happen when youre not attached to each others sides, you know? and i severely doubt itll turn into anything, so who gives a fuck?
call me, i miss you. actually, get my phone number first.
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